she's stronger than she's broken

When I say it's hard for me to fall in love, you understand I'm too broken and damaged to love again. You think it's that vulnerable phase of a lost heart who is ready for your company at the cost of her heart and body. How hard is it to believe that a girl can be stronger than the last girl you cheated on... she's stronger than she's broken.

I am not ready. Not because I'm still into him. Not because I carry the pieces of my broken heart always. Not because he's too good for me. Not because I still live in the past. But because I'm not ready. I'm not ready to let him tell me what I should wear and eat; but to show him what I wear and eat. I'm not ready to open my heart and clothes when he wants me to; but to open it when my heart says to. I'm not ready to wait for him to call me; but to take his calls when I want to. I'm not ready for another blow and more scars. For I'm yet to heal from the last time.