I like men and it's okay

Mom took me to another girl's today. This amazing girl I met today is already my Facebook friend. And I guess I've met her in my cousin's engagement.  She's one of those girls who make you turn your head around even at the busiest second. For a moment I wanted to thank my mother for wanting me to marry her. She's like every guy's dream. A perfect beauty in all she is. We had lunch there and she didn't seem to be anything like her Facebook profile. I bet my mother has already started designing the wedding sarees and jewelleries in her mind. I wasn't that comfortable though with all thoses happy vibes in the air which I'm going to alter the moment I leave this place.

I'm 32 now and my parents can't wait to bring home a beautiful bride for me who'll give them pretty grand children. I would have married any girl they wanted me to if only I could have. I had stated my reasons like career and ambitions for not wanting to get married. But nothing seems to be convincing enough. And to tell them I don't like women would mean nothing less than a joke to them. The worse could be they could die thinking their son is a degenerate. I could try explaining them but then talking about sexuality to your parents would be no less than stabbing them with a blunt dart.

I like men and it's okay. Just like some men like women and some like both. I don't want to marry a girl like the 4th floor man who married and have kids. I don't want to give someone the illusion of living when I know they're not.  I don't want to pretend to be someone I'm not.