I'm every other girl

He came for class after 4 days today. I saw him in the morning near the boys rest room. He was setting his hair. He does that everyday. He probably doesn't like his hair messy. Please ask me and I'll tell you I have never seen a guy hotter than he is every morning. He turned towards me after he was done. I pulled up my hand to wave at him. But he didn't notice. How would he? I got a haircut yesterday. I must have looked different with the bangs on my forehead. He was gone for the next 2 classes.

He came for the 3rd class, the literature class. This is another thing i know about him - that he loves language. Hardly misses Miss Monalisa's class. And guess what, he sat beside me. And "oh God" he touched me. Well... His pencil touched me actually. But yeah it felt like "catch me love, I'm falling..,". And he talked to me. I didn't start the conversation. He did. He asked me if I have completed the assignment. I didn't but how could i say that to him. He obviously took me for a studious girl to have asked me that. I said I did and that I'll do it for him too. And he smiled at me, thanked me. "You don't have to thank me love". We talked about Miss Monalisa also. He said he finds her hot. God he's so much fun. He left the class after that class. And was gone for the whole day again.

He was up the field practicing for the intercollege finals. Came once for water. Asked tia's bottle from the window. He could have asked me. I'm doing his assignment. Why didn't he ask me? Yeaah.. I'm stupid. He asked her because she was sitting next to the window and I was far at the other side. He trusted me with his grades. I'm definitely more important to him than tia.

 I saw him after the classes got over. He was waiting for someone. As i walked towards him to say bye , she came running. Damn that girl eva. Before i could call out to him she hopped on his bike and they rode off. I don't really understand how and why she charms all the guys of our school.

But you know what, I'm not that sad i could not go up to him today. Because when i looked at the mirror after i came home I realised I really didn't want him to see this me. My socks were gathered at my ankles. My lips looked dark and pale. My hair looked like it needed a wash right then. My shirt was wrinkled from the days sitting. And my shoes looked like they  just covered half way round the globe. I looked just like how all my classmates looked. And her, she looked like a Goddess. I Was like every other girl in the class who'd only long for someone like him.